January 2011
44 posts
I am coming to terms with the fact that I have have slight anxiety attacks when faced with large groups of people I don’t know.
I plan on hiding in my bedroom for a while. Too many people in my apartment.
December 2010
38 posts
#8 A Resolution
Didn’t I just say that in #6 or something?
My biggest resolution is to put myself in situations where I will be happy. So I can laugh more. And just be a happier person.
#7 Five people you got really close to...
Lexi. Cai. Sutton. Mel. Amy.
#6 A list of what you want to change in the new...
I want to make more of an effort to be happy more often.
I want to take control of my life and treat myself better physically and emotionally. Eat better. Dance more. ACTUALLY go to the gym more.
I want to get to a physical point at which I feel comfortable and confident again. I want to be able to walk into an audition and say “yes. I am as pretty. I am as skinny. I am as talented...
#5 A photo of yourself from the beginning of last...
#4 A letter to someone I grew apart from this...
Honestly- there haven’t really been many people I grew apart from. In general- it has been a year of rekindling friendships. Reuniting with old friends. Don’t burn bridges. I have only burned one in my life and for now I think I am better off for it, but who knows down the line. At that time she was just a toxic present in my life and I had to cut it out completely.
But I...
#3- New Year's Plans
Is that like New Year’s Eve?
Because I plan on being antisocial at this point.
New Years Day I plan on watching football. All day.
For the new year in general- I plan on getting a job I enjoy. Something that stimulates me creatively. That makes me smile. That I want to go to every day because it brings me to life.
New Year’s Challenge #2 - 6 photo memories of the...
Hugging Tiza at graduation.
Lexi and Ryan at the FP Banquet.
My August Shining Stars
SYTYCD concert with Kent.
With Cai after her opening night at the Kennedy Center. Miss my beautiful hippie!
Photo I snapped in Central Park after the blizzard.
New Year’s Challenge #1 - 10 Things I Did This Year
The Positives:
1. I moved to New York City. And spent three months living with one of the most influential people in my life, the person who I saw perform on Broadway in 2002 and decided I wanted to be a performer, and became friends with her. Experienced my first blizzard….
2. Went to my first BCEFA Flea Market and Broadway on...
I am suddenly very sad about being alone for New Years Eve.
I wont actually be alone. We are having people over. But only friends of Caitlin’s. I don’t have any friends here who are coming over.
And I almost just want to curl up in my bedroom and watch movies and not be social. It isn’t the same when they are someone else’s friends. Especially since they all plan on...
Relief.
That they brought it up and I didn’t have to.
I kind of want to start a healthy cooking blog…
Thoughts?
ALSO- tonight I saw A Little Night Music (front row center- thank you student rush) with Mel.
Mel is a big fancy stage manager here in NYC and has worked with Jessica Grove (who was in the show) on several productions…so we waited to say hello afterwards.
The whole time we were chatting with her- all I could think of was the fact that I played her track when I did Millie at the Apple. I...
I made a deal with my mom a couple weeks ago that if I get my weight down to 135- she will come to NYC and take me on a shopping spree.
So far- I have failed miserably.
I really need help and encouragement to achieve this goal. And tips/advice/healthy recipes.
Emails. Texts. Anything! HELP!
Yup. I SURE DID send a drunk facebook message to Sutton Foster tonight. More tipsy than drunk- but funny nonetheless.
I keep watching the Sondheim birthday concert over and over. It blows my mind.
My pat on the back to myself.
I really do enjoy being the good friend, but sometimes I wonder if people would do the same for me. I have been upset by people before (my “best friends” sophomore year at UF did absolutely nothing for me when I was down- even though I brought them cupcakes at rehearsal when they were upset), but I like to believe that everyone has it in them.
Tonight I decided to bake cookies, wash...
reblog if you'd like your ask box attacked.
WTF is an ask box?
The future looks bright.
I am in a surprisingly good mood for someone who has no idea where she is going in life.
Perhaps this apartment has a negative effect on my outlook? Because now that I am pretty sure I will be leaving- the world looks so much better.
That- and I’m working with Camp Broadway and it has been great.
And the possibility of doing a show again.
Just smiles.
Sometimes I decide to just sing- I get out my music and my voice lesson recordings. And I end up going for a good two hours. And I remember how much I love singing.
P.S. I have a new favorite song to sing. It is simple and beautiful and Sondheim. Possibly his most romantic song ever? Love. It. And love Alan for thinking of it when I said I wanted to work on Sondheim while I was home.
And...
“I used to be self-conscious about my height, but then I thought, fuck that, I’m...”
– Daniel Radcliffe (via tarrinj)
NO FUN GABY DUNN: Happy Chanukkah: Top 5 Cute Jews... →
gabydunn:
Listen, I went to a secular hedonistic homo-loving feel-goodery for college. I dated an Irish Catholic who I lived with IN SIN for two years. Turkey and cheese sandwiches complete me.
But I have to admit it. These Yeshiva University boys singing about Chanukkah are literally everything I want in…
GABY DUNN YOU ARE MY HERO.
